ASIN: B00KTX6JMG
Publisher: Clare Kenyon
Pages: 211
“If you take drugs again, Clare, you will end up with schizophrenia. It may not happen the first or the second time, but if not, it will definitely be the third.”My body started to tremble with fear; tears filled my eyes and spilled over my cheeks. I buried my face in my hands; what had my world come to?It was August 2011 and I was sitting in a hospital room talking to a doctor. I had just been to hell and back, arrested and locked up in a psychiatric ward in Berlin after suffering my second psychotic episode. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I thought schizophrenia was for weirdos and drug addicts … I was just a fun-loving, music-loving party girl; how could this be my reality?My thoughts flooded back to all the times I went out to Barrick with Lucy, when we went giggling into the bathroom stalls to take our pills. I remembered the feeling of the bass as it thumped in my chest ...
